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hai!

I'm an Elli.

What I also am is a heathen, high-on-nature, animal-loving,
socialistic, pacifistic-feminist hippie.

I like art in all sorts and forms, writing, cartoons, dA, tea, my dog,
nature, the supernatural, psychotic OCs,
my online friends, horror, intelligent movies, music, vampires, Tolkien, norse mythology, paganism, life and death.

and oh yea, I draw stuff hello.


Favourite illustrators: Brian Froud, John Bauer, Hans Arnold, Nicole Cardiff, Lois van Baarle and more~


I dislike...

...ignorance
...child abuse
...animal abuse
...antifeminists
...artblocks
...insomnia
...homophobia
...extremists of any kind
...arrogance
...war
...useless violence
...being rediculously emotional
...being broke
...obsessive fans that just goes too far
...people trying to popularity-compete with eachother
...people who complain on unoriginal 12-14 year-olds. Please stop it. They're kids! You can't expect them to be extremely original emmidiately.


contact me

facebook: [link]
email/msn: preciousss_ehh@hotmail.com
AIM: vieveila




IRL peeps :heart:

Sibs: :iconnitpanik: :iconmy-name-is-taken: :iconhappyfailure:
Friends :iconirepard::iconmpz:

sorry for the drama but...

Fri Nov 20, 2009, 5:45 AM



Apparantly I won't get any money this month. :|

Lolol for those of you who are confused, I don't have a job.
(well, I work part time at a school-library, but uuh...I don't get any money for it? :U It's just a practising thing idk what it's called lulul.)

But I do get around 7000 kr a month (around $750) and trust me, this is barely so I can survive.
(after paying for my rent, bills, insurance, foods for me and Heike etcetc)

Umm....
i have no idea how it works where you live, but here, when you don't have a job, you get money each month,
but only so you can like...survive lol.
hawhaw I tried to find a translation for the word, but I couldn't for my life find anything;;;

ANYWAY

I won't get any money this month, and I have no idea what will happen in december.
Thank god for my mom who have helped me with the rent. Without her, I would've been evicted by now for sure.


I have no money to pay back to my mom for everything she has done for me.
I have no money for food and I still have bills I haven't been able to pay yet.


This sucks so fucking hard.
I'm tired of walking around with a lump in my stomach, wondering how I will handle next week.
or the week after that?

I hate hate hate HATE asking people for money. It makes me sick.
I'm tired of being so depended on others all the time.
I just want to be able to manage this on my own, but clearly I can't.

I've been trying for a few years to get a real job, but no.
And right now, I'm not in shape for working.
(This, I don't feel like writing about, it's too personal.)

This tears me apart, and I can't focus on anything. I lose all my energy to even try to do anything.
When you try and try and try and everything just keeps on failing you kind of just give up.
My inspiration fails, and I don't even feel any joy in drawing anymore.

When Heike starts barking like crazy at some neighbour walking by, I scream at him to shut the fuck up and then I break down crying.

LOL I'm such an emotional wreck and I feel so pathetic it's not even funny.


aaah I'm sorry about the overly dramatic journal, I'll delete it later. >>
I just needed to get it out of my chest.


hrrm


BAI

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:iconzooopy:
~Zooopy 3 days 22 hours ago
Your style is way cool! <3
:iconelinah:
=Elinah 3 days 18 hours ago
thanks <3

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"How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot.
The world forgetting, by the world forgot;
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
Each prayer accepted, and each wish resigned."


Att fly är livet, men att dröja döden.
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Mood: Thanks =burningfrost888 4 days 3 hours ago
Thanks for the visit. :meow:

***Kira***

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=Elinah 3 days 18 hours ago
:)

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"How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot.
The world forgetting, by the world forgot;
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
Each prayer accepted, and each wish resigned."


Att fly är livet, men att dröja döden.
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~FinAngel Nov 11, 2009, 2:11:13 PM
Thanks for faving Frodo:D

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"Every good Opera House must have a ghost." - Erik
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=Elinah Nov 11, 2009, 2:22:42 PM
no problem :heart:

--

"How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot.
The world forgetting, by the world forgot;
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
Each prayer accepted, and each wish resigned."


Att fly är livet, men att dröja döden.
:iconmirhiel:
=mirhiel Oct 27, 2009, 7:54:11 AM
:iconcocoloveplz:

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Really Sorry ... My English sucks!!!

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=Elinah Oct 27, 2009, 8:32:13 AM
:hug:

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"How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot.
The world forgetting, by the world forgot;
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
Each prayer accepted, and each wish resigned."


Att fly är livet, men att dröja döden.
:iconmaytay18:
*MayTay18 Oct 20, 2009, 2:17:06 PM
Nice and awesome gallery :)

PS. Eli and Mia seem to look alike so I'm changing Mia a bit. ^^ I just noticed.

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If I don't repy to you it's my decision.
I mostly reply to friends only.

I may be a jackass but at least a nice....er jackass. X'D

I'm 50% Nice and 50% mean.

Owner of Toast the talking cat XP.

~MayTay18
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*noc38mustang Oct 9, 2009, 10:21:45 PM
Thanks for the visit. I REALLY like your stuff. I MUST follow you and see the latest and greatest!

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"We deal with important issues... like the pee shivers."
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