The fever kind of faded away during the night, thank god. : |
Still feel so damn exhausted though.
ffffff


;___;

Sorry I've been really whiny in the past few journal entries
It's just that I fail at life...uh... yeah. >> I'm not going to bore you with shit.

idk why I'm updating my journal haha I don't really have anything to say.

oh yeah;
Thanks for everyone who wished me well. I think it worked hurrhurr ilu<3~



(and extra love to ~ChapelO because you've really been there for me these past few weeks
when I really needed to talk to someone and noone was around. <3
I feel like drawing every time we write shit, it's crazy)

Uuuugh

I've spent the whole day feeling so fucking sick.
I could hardly eat anything,
and now that I did, I just vomited it all up again.
eeew

My whole boy is shaking, and I think I have a fever.


I don't want to be sick over christmas wtf body!

just wtf!


Nothing seems to be working for me ;__;

Ugh.

I'm so tired of being the one who keeps trying. Keeps talking.
Sooo
I'm going to stop.
With me stopping, I'm afraid that nothing will happen at all
Well, fine.
I just feel awkward when you keep such distance anyway. >__>

err...

lol sorry,
I guess only one of you will know what I'm talking about sooo yeah
hello~

I'm tired, lazy and not much is happening around here.
I watch a few movies, draw and write.
That's pretty much it xD;

hmmm~

I'm writing a short story, starring Neon. Oh shi~
It's inspired by a writing session I had with Michael a few days ago xD
I kept dreaming about it, so I just had to write it down.

I might post it here, or I might not.
I have not decidededed~

PS:
Shit it's cold D:
I mean it's REALLY fucking cold.
It's the kind of cold where you can't
inhale through your nose without having your nostrils sticking together LOL WAT


: |

e d i t:

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SNOW :'D
And a fucking lot of it too.
It reaches up to my leg, and my dog disappears completely
when he skips into the huge piles of snow by the roads xD

And it's still snowing like crazy.

hot damn!

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ohohoho



Thanks to all the new watchers, all the favs, sweet comments
and the 70'000 views

ilu


also


be ready for moar Vee stuff.
God I'm in such an odd mood to draw him.


awwrr

wooooh spamming you with journals

Here's a few messages for a few different people ..and...stuff...~


message 1: I wish I could help

message 2: What would I do without you?

message 3: Please stop waiting for me to do everything

message 4: I'm tired of being the one who keeps trying.
If you want to talk to me, then just talk.

message 5: I'm afraid that if I stop trying, I'll never talk to you again.

message 6: I feel sick all the time, but that excuse won't hold up anymore.

message 7: Would you even notice if I didn't come back?



mmkai that's pretty much it.

ehem >___>



oooooh
I've forgotten to open my chocolate calender for the past week. :'D


CHOCOLATE!